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-Tuesday, July 29, 2008-9:33:00 PM Y

Recently things have changed. as in all the time things are really changing. every moment, every minute. it is jus like suddenly u see wrinkles somewhere, or suddenly a strand of hair has drop or... hmmm oh wells, it does sounds exaggerating though bu tseriosly i'm not lying.

Somehow sometimes jus think more than others, thinking deeper, thinking further.
u may say i over sensitive.
or u may say i jus too bored to really find something stupid like this to do..
but seriously, when under stress i think alot... IS like ALOT... very much ALOT
somehow learn to appreciate things...
somehow learn to care for somebody or
somehow showing curiosity and concern towards something or somebody..
thinking too much giving oneself stress may not be a good thing.
but somehow hor we jus like to think.. no idea but keep thinking.
haha haha...
maybe foolish somehow.. maybe stupid somehow..
sometimes jus feel like letting out...
giving a SCREAM... or jus a BIG CRY...
sighs.. jus really giving it a big loud laugh cos suddenly thinking of doing this FOOLISH thing..
haha oh wells...
how things maybe jus BEAUTIFUL... i jus wish...

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-Thursday, July 24, 2008-12:29:00 AM Y

ok la.. pretty sian though
all my projects are alr done except ICT
den there comes all the test in 3 Weeks...
pretty nervous though but still cannoT help it


wells today went sch for ICT test and Bus Fin lecture..
very boring lo.. lucky thing i pass the test..
haha after that ard 430pm left sch n find jessie at isetan scotts..
jessie told me at lvl 3 so i was like wondering round the whole level but i don see any kids wear.. its all mens section. i say levis which i shant talk as it really sucks...
but how abt jus elaborate some..
Nora did not quit... so is wendy i doNNoe why.. quite a no stayed instead.
Nora Now at suntec, jac at wisma gals under frankie again..., mel and andy finally again at vivo MENS!! YAY!! happy fer them.. andy must be crying.. haha.. yeah knew how it feels..
Now vivo gals is a new HK incharge... sighs.. they are jus making use of foreign talents.
No more OT for them le.. after 930pm or 10pm not paid le... No alteration $$, have to be in 1/2hr early to do alteration and this half hr not paid..
Dannie tan gg down for all the spot checks and shop visit... angeline Now has Nth to say abt poor sales.. as is really coming to an end.. sighs
horrible la i must say
now they selling sistic tickets tgt wit jeans or a top as a package for singfest...
LAME!!!
haha all these is all my best partners who still surving in levis and battling hard tell me de
ok where was i?
Oh ok... at level 3 isetan scotts saw dept store levis JENNY.. she is nice..but i aviod her somehow..
saw rasul at top shop.. super funky la.. i smile he smile, i wave he wave.
i ask him now who incharge there he pointed to me i laugh...
cos it seems that all who has that pointed gelled hair or " shark" hair that some called or maybe a "apricot" or smth like that... n with red highlighted hair is all the incharge..
they look like they have some identity.. lols... super funny.. u c u will also laugh...
den i saw this sign which puts "kids wear 4F"... wah sai.. search for jessie for damn long la...
finally found her... helped her take stocks okaidi raffles city den waited ofr her to knock off to celebrate her birthday. WS suppose to join but she sprain her leg like doNNoe why the soup still there.. haha.. lols.. rather funny when she tell me
WS recover soon ok... lols..
den went to walk at suntec.. talked to ws on the phone all the way..
saw yew's msg after that saying that VEON wrking at tampines leecopper..haha...
he actually wrk as asst sup in okaidi my side de but too late.. ask him jus a step ltr.. cos he went interview the same day..
but that ba lia damn funny.. ask him what is his job he tell me selling denim.. ask what company tell me sell denim... the company in singapore or malaysia.. he tell me selling denim.. haha I GAVE UP.. but we pay him better lo.. sighs guess is not fated la.. one day shall go visit him.
den back at okaidi ard 630pm... sit down n rest n wait for jessie... den saw kenji..
he go storeroom n talk n play with me.. lame la he...
he gg to paragon soon liao... n will be with dannie.. one day he'll show ws the rEAL DANNIE!!
den we eat at raffles city market plaza buffet at fairmount.. it is rather fun n nice to dine there..
with kenji i laugh till full...
he ask me try new food.. i take all the buffet food i waste it cos i not nice i even vomited.. kenji laugh at me at my expression... HORRIBLE lo he.. cannot take it sia.. we eat alot
especially DURIAN PASTE... is super nice i tell u...
aye... ws u miss it... one day we go eat but will try to keep kenji out or else my buffet money wasted sia.. laugh until no need to eat... LOL.. kidding.. jessie say one day will ask u all out eat high class de... kenji eye big.. he's tempted.. haha..
went home at 10..
haha... sighs.. tired.
happy birthday jessie!!! =D

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-Thursday, July 17, 2008-9:35:00 PM Y

ok... most of the projects are over..
Now left with the finale of all projects will be the retail and ICT project.
is rather a killer lo...
everyday slp late.. jus cannot help it...
French test coming up on week 16 and 17...
thereafter the Horrible EXAMS will be coming...
Argh.. when can all of this be over...

hmmm shall update that my wrk place one auntie tender alr!
YAY!!! hate her totally.. always but tender in her mouth, now finally arrived le
her LD on this sun (20/7) haha...
so now currently our side short of part time...
JESSIE asking vacancy for AH XIONG! haha chances maybe high this time..
Hope can wrk with him again.. If not.. i still gOt lobang for him...
HE CAN WRK IN CAMPUS... haha he will Not be jobless as soon.. haha.!
he wanted to wrk with us so priority lies on OKAIDI first, thereafter No choice den can go CAMPUS LO.. haha pray hard that we still can wrk tgt... MISS IT...
haha...
hmmm... somehow sometimes i love to be in peace n quiet environment with no NOISE..
somehow think alot... somehow feel white hair alot!doNnoe why jus like staring blankly.
hear pple say like that can get 老人痴呆!Oh man.. doNnoe why... somehow jus cannot stop day dreaming... somehow jus think too much...
sometimes think until i wan to cry... abit heart wrenching lo...doNnoe what is really that kind of feeling... many things fighting in my mind n heart! like whats wrong with me...
I really INSANE or what... can someone help me n HEAR ME OUT...
faints*

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-Monday, July 14, 2008-8:31:00 PM Y

YAY!!! TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!
oh man.. actually is Nothing.
But thanks for all the wishes!!
love u Guys!
Today doesn't seem enjoying shall Not elaborate.
SUCKS!!
But anyway with the wishes brightens me up a little
THANKS...
rather lethagic and shall Not say anymore...
i gg to do another round of PROJECTS!!!
CRAP!
Thanks BABES n LOVES!!

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-Saturday, July 12, 2008-11:50:00 PM Y

M very pissed off now...
whats wrong with my buslaw project?!
IS CUI N BUANG!!! i must say... m indeed du lan alr.. doNnoe what to say...
my grp comprises of 6 members
member A, B n C is useless... only left member D, E, F... what shld i say..


member A is hopless as i don get to see her do any project forever... the previous all projects!!
member B is giving me all excuses for not meeting up... therefore communication breakdown, cannot get her to do things therefore said MIA.. n i think she will not do as Other grps with her b4 said so.
member c give me double job as everything in pt form how to put in report?!
member d did some but have mistakes here n there but at least willing to help
member e is will do... ask den do like robot... at leats do..
member f which is me like do EVERTHING...


project hand in on mon... having sleepless nights these days... wrking cannot get off cos kana complain say everytime off.. ALL THE pROJECT fault.. make me almost lose my job...
No job= No survival
No time for project= Low grades...
i really caNNot tar han alr...
sleep a few hrs per day
alr break down le... have no ENERGY..
why my grp so cui


$!#%~!*%@*?>

1 day to go n is mY BIRTHDAY!!
but no mood....

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-Wednesday, July 9, 2008-9:40:00 PM Y

Days have passed... my feeling is still the same.
Somehow i jus feel like it...
bUt den super miserable... haha like many many arrows SHOOTING in my heart?! head?!
aiyah .. DonnOE la.. somehow blur blur de... donNoe How to describe.
hmmm oh wells anyway days has been somehow slower pace...
rather adaptable but still unbearable..
Oh heard frm ws that a chalet will be out end aug... but still Not very settled yet.
THEY WILL KEEP ME UPDATE... so EXCITED can?!

Oh wells... exams schedule is out...
14/8 business law (BusLaw)
19/8 marketing (mktmgt)
20/8 retail(ESSRS)
21/8 Accounts (EFMA)
22/8 Finance (BusFin)

Once after that exams will be over and 16/9 the results will be out...
it'll be roughly abt a mth to go for exams.. so angry can.. so many things to study..
argh... Ok calm... everything will be Over... CHILL

5 days to go

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-Monday, July 7, 2008-11:15:00 AM Y

I M So PISSED... someone want to CHEAT MY MONEY!!!
at 8.30 am(still sleeping)... received a call.. PRIVATE NO!!! i was thinking is my friend.
Caller:嗨, 小姐. 我是香港 DISNEYLAND 的负责人.想请问你先在有空吗?
ME: 我现在很忙!
(like busy sleeping... haha)
Caller: 你忙什么呢?几时有空?
(u need to care?)
ME: 我不知道....
(don give a damn)
Caller:我改天再打给你.
(i hang up my Phone n scold $%@^&!)
i was like sleeping soundly where is idoit call me n wake me up...
is a lady i must say.... HOW I NOE IS PRANK CALL?

M so super angry n i couldn't slp...

spoil my mood lo.. how to slp.. wake up so early. Nxt time don believe this kind of stupid caller...

lucky this is a smart one.. if a stupid one i will make her say things to slap herself..help the police solve crime!!! haha...like REAL?! but seriously lo... is so STUPID cAN...

SO BEWARE N DON BELIEVE!

7 more days to go


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-Sunday, July 6, 2008-1:11:00 AM Y

Hmmm.. jus got this sudden static...
haha... doNNoe how to describe... somehow the feeling is weird.
did not know how to describe... keep thinking.. n asking why..
maybe it is what i think maybe it is not...
somehow m jus being so affected by...
so influenced by that i could not stop thinking...
how i wish that moment will jus freeze...
JUZ FREEZE....
That Moment...
7 days more !!!

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-Saturday, July 5, 2008-12:57:00 AM Y

ITS THE DAY!!!!
yeah is 4Th of July
KIT's CHALET!!! wonderful.. haha.
i've been awaiting for this day rather long. super duper long.
it is where all gatherings are done.. ALL THE MISSES n KisseS!*oops*
hahah oh well anyways today went to wrk was not in the mood
whole time counting down when to get there to the chalet...
how's the food?
will it be fun...
will they be fat, thin or the same... always wonder WONDER WONDER..
all the aunties cannot tar han me.. cos i keep checkin time.. WAhaha...
Lame yah i nOe that.. Keke.. lols..
anyways after wrk i quickly run to the train station to catch the fastest train ever ...
meet JJ at eunos.. so LINda don be jealous.. haha
aiyah.. cos he did not wan to go alone n scared left out so decided to go with me...
haha
jus that so don't think too much linda...
saw JJ he was down with flu.. msg b4 that alr he told me that...
haha so he decided to take 1/2 day MC rest at home n wait for me..
haha called him ard 810pm... meet ard 825pm at eunos...
all the way TALK N LAUGH... was of lots of fun.. too long nv talk le.. haha
he's gg for NS alr... tekong... during sept.. haha BOTaK!!
ok anyways we reached Pasir RIs buy bubble tea den walk to the chalet at DOWNTOWN..
thru the journey really full of crap la.. haha we went into the park... where no one was really ard
super QUIET... Ok linda pls..
wells we talk alot of army thing like his NS what he want to do
abt being BALD n stuff
he want TO BE A POLICE MAN... haha thats cool can...
den we started talking abt diff types n units like the SWOT, the FBI, CID.. haha mani mani..
laugh like shit can..haha
i asked him what makes him want to BE A POLICE>..
THE WORD IS COOL
haha...
ok that was thru the park... can hear our laughter lo.. super funny..
den walked all the way to DownTOwn.. he make me JAY WALK many streets can
i tell him that police will not do that...
he say other than jay walking is his criminal offence n record he has no other records
CIVILIZE therefore wish to be police...haha
...walking down steps to the carpark at downtown...
JJ help an Old lady.. give her a hand by pulling the "trolley" so to speak for her up the StAIRS.!!
*LINDA PLS TAKE NOTE*
haha that was rather sweet...
Reached ard 9 10pm at the chalet...saw matthew, Mickey, pheobe,flora n all..... haha n my CMA... mama rock with husband!.. all changed alot. Never see them for so long..
all changed le..
had some salads n rush upstairs for show... karine was damn kan Jiong... u shld see .. haha
KIT was describing to JJ n I how packed the room is that we could barely squeeze in
sit at the toilet to watch can...
in th eend i jus saw this Gal who i donnoe who, PK, KARINE, DARREN, PY, LINDA and WS..
wats so packed abt that room Kit?
really no idea..den i jus had salads... whole night... watch show.. talk, laugh n take photos.
rather memoriable...
have decided to open a chalet during AUGUST!!!
haha
so i m so Excited..
after that went home at 11pm... py, linda n ws took bus 89 home..
n the clever me went with JJ to take train wher there's so NO TRAIn... no bus...
haha until i realise bus 53 which saves us.. haha we perspire alot...
on our journey to the interchange to catch the NO TRAIN n NO BUS...
we walked n talked... laughing again...
DOING MULTIPLES OF JAY WALKING... nv had that frm "police"? haha..
taking abt career, NS, upcoming doings... n HIS GIRLFRIEND... haha
they are so indeed i shld say.. hard to say la.. haha..
ask for it yaself..
talked alot.. realise how they feel abt each other.. haha.. so yupps.
*LINDA i help u do Homework*
haha..
oh but anyways we bus home.. talked non-stop.. n tar daH!!!
reached home le.. is another day gone!!!
cannot wait for the upcoming chalet le!!
9 more days to my birthday!

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