-Saturday, May 17, 2008-5:02:00 PM Y
hmmm... its a NEW BLOG FOR ME!!!
THANKS PY... haha cos i'm sick of my previous skin in so immediately..
ookies ookies... first off...
THANKS PY... haha cos i'm sick of my previous skin in so immediately..
ookies ookies... first off...
life wasn't that great for me as many things jus come in one whole shot.
its super hard to handle.i must say that. seriously nth much i can actually do. makeup lessons are like everywhere. i stop wrking recently as in taking study breaks la.. but was like so super keen in getting these breaks. the gal that u see me now is nv like before. so on into wrking previously now is nv the same. i can RUN HOW FAR DEN RUN HOW FAR..
AS FAR AS I CAN i hope cos seriously m nv happy after the transfer. jus cannot get along well n the place is so different nv the same
-Yesterday-
almost quarrel with Mingxin..ookies like not to say but he sux. i really want to take studies break due to my test that is upcoming. the weightage is very high so i must take break. i must say i only take breaks when is near to exams n not test. but now things i different. start to dislike wrk alr so i take break lo.. one to RUN AWAY the other is to study.. cannot help it la. jus NO MOTIVATION.. seriously it has been very hard on me wrking. so pressurise.COUNTER IS NV LIKE BOUTIQUE
ookies well MX din wan to approve my breaks cos he say firstly i have not enough hrs... i told him i cannot cough out hrs alr.. thats realli hard i got no slots.. n seriously no slots.. studies is like frm 1-6pm where got time to slot for wrk. so i say hard. thereafter he say "NO" cos he insist me coughing out hrs.. i told him my studies is very important. he den quiet. thereafter he see den keep pestering say i not enough hrs must wrk i say open 1 eye close 1 eye la... apart frm studies during holidays my shifts are so hiong can... so can wat plus jus only short of few hrs not that bad what.he said how can den i say during holiday my shifts i anything one i nv had request only when impt... he keep quiet. i even say changes in my shifts is always not inform n i wrk like dog... seriously was damn angry when my voice start to raise sarcastically. In boutique i short of hrs also nv get pester till like that cos seriously i have to study ma... if not i won keep insisting in taking offs and breaks.. who don wan earn $$$
In boutique i'm the record breaker part timer who wrk like worse den full timer... but no one act appreciates.. ever since transfer to COUNTER to me $$$ is like nth... don earn also nvm.cos really tired alr... timing sux environment sux... not flexible plus still schooloing with 8 modules is a killer...
he also keep insisting on individual sales say i not aggressive as before... like seriously i admit i m slacking... becos too tired n being make use.. all play MC i wrk alone who act HELPED? now want my sales to be good but who act appreciates? whats more commission is as a whole not individual ask me chiong jus because i'm frm boutiqueE?! more capable? NO LO...
I HAD ENOUGH did cry silently... everything look grouchy when wrk...MX always wan me smile ask what happen... LIKE I CAN SAY TO HIM "U PISSED ME OFF" simply m jus tired n more tired... white hair more... school wrk sux
I HAD ENOUGH!!!
somehow jus miss...
*sobs*
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