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-Saturday, May 31, 2008-6:45:00 PM Y

GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!
T2273 is DOWN and GONE
Brand new Life is AHEAD..
AWAITING to be CARRIED on....
thats my life...
the truth and the meaning...
OF MY LiFE!!!

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--5:11:00 PM Y

FINaLLy...
EVERYTHInG has come to an end for me..
JOURNEY at Levis is indeed wonderful and at the same time full of torture

14 dec 06 - 28 Jul 07 _____________ LCEN
29 jul 07 _______________________LTSC
30 jul 07 - 16 nov 07 ______________LLP
17 nov 07 - 26 nov 07 ______________LTSC
27 nov 07 - 8 dec 07 _______________ LGW
9 dec 07 - 25 mar 08 _______________ LTSC
26 mar 08 - 31 mar 08 ______________ LHF
1 Apr 08 - 30 may 08 _______________ TAKA MENS

1 and 1/2 yrs passed
thats my journey.. though is fun... though is hard.. everything now has called to an end...
i must be happy that i out of this hell
at the same time sad... cos miss them all so so much...
between the days i've been at boutiques is full of fun...
relief many places... except parkway and airport for boutiques
know everyone from boutiques... we've gone through all the laughter, dancing, playing and crazy times... it'll definitely be in my heart... all the way...
no matter where we go... still have the heart for each other.
hope this will be the same as well for all levis crew that worked with me before.. an hr... a few minutes... u'll still be remembered... cos u guys are truely the great pple...
the one that i call FAMILY..
nv had this feeling... but here i felt it.. thanks!!
taught alot of pple what i've learnt...pass down to them what is needed out of them...
seeing them learn n grow m so happy for them...
for those who stay... jia you and keep me update... all the best n HANG IN THERE

for all the in charge thanks for teaching me so so much...
each and everyone of u handle things differently which makes me look up to u pple even more...
nvm we'll still keep in contact no matter wat...
the memories is mine to keep...
truely....

u pple will be missed.......
TAKE CARE PPLE!!!

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-Thursday, May 29, 2008-11:12:00 PM Y

Is another New Day!!!
yupps rather looking forward for holidays to come...
it'll jus be a week more as it commerce on the 9th june!!!
2 weeks! YAY!! super happy can...

Looking Forward to Many things today
- Holiday
- the Overs of all ICAs by nxt wk
- NEW JOB STARTS ON FRI the 6th june
- NEW WRKING PARTNERS N ENVIRONMENT
- NO NEED COUNT STOCK
- NO NEED WRITE REPORTS OF BAD SALES..

happy Happy HapPiE..... HAPPY!!!!


CELEBRATIONS!!!!

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-Wednesday, May 28, 2008-3:27:00 PM Y

I'm totally DOOM!!

My marketing ICA1 individual report is due on fri the 30th may
Guess what?
I actually chose a wrong topic of mine and now i gonna redo again?
10 pgs?
50 marks...
HOW????

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-Tuesday, May 27, 2008-3:53:00 PM Y

hmmm.. argh..
BING BANG BUANG...
sian leh...
too many wrk to do...
no entertainment=no life?!
how how HOW?!
pple wan to meet me i say "NO...BUSY!"
haha must be wondering what on earth i'm busy...
i also donnoe... like anyhow bum against all walls ard me...
bouncing here and there..
out of no where... haha...
m going nuts for some reason or another...
guess another insane soul is born
CALL IMH!!!

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-Monday, May 26, 2008-9:18:00 PM Y

AT 7 :06:12
I"M HERE TO PRONOUNCED THAT I'VE BEEN TERMINATED!!!
My last day is on fri, 30th May 08'
as they have not enough staff to cover me...
if not i'll be known as jobless now....
SIGHS...
THEY JUS SUCK

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--1:43:00 PM Y

T2273 is going down!!!!
I'll be going down n never step into that evil place again!!!
provided miracles happen and it does exist
its horrible....
those that still survive well as yet.....
i pray hard for u
GOOD LUCK!!!
I cannot tolerate ANYMORE!!!
ARGH**&@$3$%^
i'm sincerely looking for source of income
any lobang tell me okays
argh....
sad...
NO MONEY!!!

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-Sunday, May 25, 2008-1:08:00 PM Y

sighs...

23/5

friday went to wrk..
had sch frm 9 till 10.Computer Test that time.. i FAIL like DUH... m a com idoit... but whatever.
went home after that to chill.
after that head to wrk...
sales wasn't that good we lost to taka gals as usual and MX face is black... say i not agressive,.. i don't care sia.. no customer. 6 ppl do closing how to AGRESSIVE?! all chiong n say is mine!!! haha.. who cares WHO WILL GIVE THAt kind of good sales?
whatever...
anyways have went over to gals during ana's break to help out...
cos there too busy le..
DEN henry quek
came shop visit...
see me..

Q:hey how are u?
C:fine...
Q:this yr still studying?! which yr are u in? which course..? how many days you wrk?
C: oh i'm in yr 2 business mgt wrking fri sat n sun lo. cos this yr schedule is packed!
Q:can cope not? issit hard for u to handle wrk n studies at the same time?
C: seriously speaking is hard la but no choice cos m in need of money....... Why leh?
Q:oh.. no la... jus to act let u noe in advance that MANAGEMENT GOING PHASE OUT PARTIMERS...
C: Oh.. hmmm ok... phase out? when? why?
Q:by June i guess so maybe you get prepared and maybe u can start filling up the tender form la.. cos company is cutting cost!
C:cut cost?why?
Q: you study business u shld noe... nowsadays these new batch of pple coming in expenses rather high
C:but i tot not hiring anymore pple? so there's act not a need to phase us all out what...plus in a first place expenses on them is hhigh why come 4 batch
Q: we din think of that too.. now cut cost so we decided to phase partimers all out lo. there's a total of 100 MIP and 20 MIC.
C:huh is hard to tender leh. many of us have act wrk very long alr... need the money thats why stay. futhermore experience wise we are better... everywhere need staff no pt asking us to quit who go relief? incharge?
Q: hmmm maybe u can rejoin if u wan during peak season lo we need alot of staff den.. u got my contact?
C:isn't it hard to get in for interview?
Q: we'll definitely get the ones who act wrk with us long enough so our sales won't be affected
C:after we join den during march non-peak season we gg to phase out again?
Q:maybe!?
C: ....

thats like slapping himself can?want to push sales to recruit pple who have lasting bond... den why make us quit? argh... super angry n shocked?no income nth... wan us to tender our self doesn't it sound like as if we're not able to commit to our wrk thats why quit due to our own personal issue?
makes it sounds so nice n easy...like quit is not their fault they din force us... is we wish to quit?
argh... whatever la... U pple are always the angel... find fault on us the devils... irritating sia...
who will still wan to join... like as if if we auto quit for"our reason" still got the cheek to go back meh?irritaing sia...
all was shocked la... can't we jus stay...? open so many shop spread the cust all out alr... sales where still got good? SUPER SLAPPING THEMSELVES LA...
angry.. i go round finding job alr... some say continue to wrk until they chase us out la... wrk a day of $70 as long as we want who noes they'll change their mind cos not enough staff.I hope can but doubt so la... they'll so kind meh... all wan to quit after bonus le...

24/5
went to wrk full shift..
everyone discussing abt it... sales was agin bad.. MX angry...
i was angry wit my MIP... cust wan return goods and need to fill up form n sign by taka manager... she was away for 20 min n donnoe go where... customer angry so is the CASHIER.. went to find her u noe what happen?SHE SHOPPING FOR BAG CAN... the paper wrk sign alr... STILL SHOPPING... ask her quickly walk down she like STROLLING can?!
i donnoe to laugh or angry.. she still can ask me bag nice? cheap? argh....
in the afternoon... i hate wrking again 6 closing MX was stressing on sales...
lucky Zul saved me... ask me go LCEN relief.. so happy.. n miss him...was there at 3 till closing... they have midnight sales.. haha we talk dance n crap alot can... we all like miss one another... super miss... i like HIM the best!!! haha zul... den we had private talk during second break... talk abt the stuffs of management and part timer..haha...
we like wan to cry taliking abt the pass...

aww... donnoe how will i still survive den...

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-Wednesday, May 21, 2008-5:23:00 PM Y

MY DAY...

its a HOT day
its a TERRIBLE day
its a MISERABLE day
its a USELESS day
its an IRRITATING day
its a HEARTLESS day
its a BLUR day
its a "WONDERFUL" day
its a SAD day
its a HARD day
its a TIRING day
its a SLEEPY day
its a BREATHLESS day
its a BORING day

I HATE TODAY!!!


Aww... thats my day..
sighs

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-Tuesday, May 20, 2008-10:32:00 PM Y

oh sighs...
damn tired.. damn sian... everyday like that sure one day knock off de...
how to survive with this? all these situations thats happening ard me..
ookies lah is abt wrk la...
really damn speechless to say a thing...
ex-colleages all called me recently talked n chat n suddenly tell them what happen lo... can say repeat until don wan to repeat le...
really miss THEM...

i mISS BOUTIQUE....
心酸... 心煩.... 心很乱...

哭吧!!!

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-Saturday, May 17, 2008-5:02:00 PM Y

hmmm... its a NEW BLOG FOR ME!!!
THANKS PY... haha cos i'm sick of my previous skin in so immediately..

ookies ookies... first off...
life wasn't that great for me as many things jus come in one whole shot.
its super hard to handle.i must say that. seriously nth much i can actually do. makeup lessons are like everywhere. i stop wrking recently as in taking study breaks la.. but was like so super keen in getting these breaks. the gal that u see me now is nv like before. so on into wrking previously now is nv the same. i can RUN HOW FAR DEN RUN HOW FAR..

AS FAR AS I CAN i hope cos seriously m nv happy after the transfer. jus cannot get along well n the place is so different nv the same


-Yesterday-

almost quarrel with Mingxin..ookies like not to say but he sux. i really want to take studies break due to my test that is upcoming. the weightage is very high so i must take break. i must say i only take breaks when is near to exams n not test. but now things i different. start to dislike wrk alr so i take break lo.. one to RUN AWAY the other is to study.. cannot help it la. jus NO MOTIVATION.. seriously it has been very hard on me wrking. so pressurise.COUNTER IS NV LIKE BOUTIQUE


ookies well MX din wan to approve my breaks cos he say firstly i have not enough hrs... i told him i cannot cough out hrs alr.. thats realli hard i got no slots.. n seriously no slots.. studies is like frm 1-6pm where got time to slot for wrk. so i say hard. thereafter he say "NO" cos he insist me coughing out hrs.. i told him my studies is very important. he den quiet. thereafter he see den keep pestering say i not enough hrs must wrk i say open 1 eye close 1 eye la... apart frm studies during holidays my shifts are so hiong can... so can wat plus jus only short of few hrs not that bad what.he said how can den i say during holiday my shifts i anything one i nv had request only when impt... he keep quiet. i even say changes in my shifts is always not inform n i wrk like dog... seriously was damn angry when my voice start to raise sarcastically. In boutique i short of hrs also nv get pester till like that cos seriously i have to study ma... if not i won keep insisting in taking offs and breaks.. who don wan earn $$$

In boutique i'm the record breaker part timer who wrk like worse den full timer... but no one act appreciates.. ever since transfer to COUNTER to me $$$ is like nth... don earn also nvm.cos really tired alr... timing sux environment sux... not flexible plus still schooloing with 8 modules is a killer...


he also keep insisting on individual sales say i not aggressive as before... like seriously i admit i m slacking... becos too tired n being make use.. all play MC i wrk alone who act HELPED? now want my sales to be good but who act appreciates? whats more commission is as a whole not individual ask me chiong jus because i'm frm boutiqueE?! more capable? NO LO...

I HAD ENOUGH did cry silently... everything look grouchy when wrk...MX always wan me smile ask what happen... LIKE I CAN SAY TO HIM "U PISSED ME OFF" simply m jus tired n more tired... white hair more... school wrk sux




I HAD ENOUGH!!!




somehow jus miss...
*sobs*

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-Monday, May 12, 2008-8:51:00 PM Y

sighs sighs sighs...
everything EVERYTHING jus SUX can!!!
ICAs are like so soon...
2 wks
so many things to do n i'm still so lost...
they gif stupid qns n difficults sums that i cannot understand and solve can.. horrible... sighs sighs... donnoe whats wrong with me today...
whining all the way.. mind blank out... feel like release smth... feel like fighting n punching pple.. haha... mind me if u get HURT... bo bian i cannot control myself.... really really donnoe whats wrong with me...i can suddenly cry.. m i really under stress i feel... m i???


last fri, nad transfer to taka mens... see her i suddenly feel so relief like finally a friend who knows me well join me alr... haha but feel sad for her like cos is like donnoe why she gets transfered to counter... for us that is transfered is due to sales... but for her case is like clueless.. cannot help it ba... maybe the management is getting the strong ones out of their eyes one by one... or m i wrong to say that.. sighs sighs... really sad...
whats more thought that lina transfer to elsewhere but she actually quit for the better... i've never seen her since that supper... sad sad sad.... her low profile makes us feel weird.. n sudden lost one gd staff one to guide us...
few days ago... the phillippinos n incharge went to office n was scolded by GM dannie badly.. sighs... what to do... say the phillipnoes are highly domestic maids...if thats the case den why hire them?Sharil known as "the boy" pointed out by dannie might be fired soon if no improvements is being made. i must admit that they can do much agressive sales but den communication is a problem... can attract customers but den the closing sales will be continued by us... argh but at least tried... still din quite like them... they noe how to backstab so be careful huh...
m really tired of what is actually happening now... hearing stories of what will actually happen to us:
1) all locals will be at boutique while foreign wrkers at counter
2)foreign wrkers all at boutique... locals stay counter due to us not committed to wrk like to play MC...

haha what not committed... i don believe if u give the phillipinos lesser hrs they will not play MC... i don believe that they are committed as they're forced to wrk 60 hrs per wk... thats not they want they have actually no CHOICE... forced...sighs... pity them too... n i wonder why we're being manipulate by the management jus like that... cannot get a breather.. all so tensed n suffocate... all quit.....
i choose to stay.. due to $$.. if not i won't be here...
but nowadays it maybe different... i may choose to back off... choose to leave... as i find that is now meaningless...

THE FEEL IS GONE... the FAMILY is GONE...
cries... jus feel like letting out jus feel like....
like.....
seeing ws blog makes me........

aww... is another day...



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-Thursday, May 8, 2008-10:49:00 PM Y

oh my oh my...
things are getting tougher each day...
couldn't get the hang of it...
need to get more textbooks for reference but expensive leh... scared use abit only den leave it to collect dust...
ARGH... CRAP... going to collapse soon... its jus the second week only
things don seem to go on smoothly... DONNOE WHY
haha I NEED HELP PLS... GUIDE ME!!!
haha
today learn french...
is like TEACHER我不明白can....
i alone in the class... other classes have their own class mates... as for me...
LONELY!!! i must say... sia lah..
MANY MANY THINGS I STILL DONNOE... HOW SEH..??!HOW?




SCHOOL IS LAME!!!

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-Tuesday, May 6, 2008-10:21:00 PM Y

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I’ve been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own
Dreams can’t take
The place of loving you
There’s gotta be a million reasons
Why it’s true
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I’m gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can’t take a day without you here
You’re the light that make my darkness disappear
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright

When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes
Movin’ on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it’s all because you’re by my side
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it’s forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go
‘Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes, oh, yeah, ah





awww... how meaningful=D

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-Monday, May 5, 2008-12:21:00 AM Y

AWW... its a new mth ahead...
gonna be pretty tiring though... many things will jus HAPPEN ALL AT ONE SHOT.....lols...
alrights have been to taka girls to relief the past few days ...
made friends with the "P" ppl... they're actually alright la..
jus that communication wise need to put in lots of effort thats all...
they always call for help... esp ans to calls.. where u see their stern face for 5 secs listening... trying hard to understand but den again still call me...haha oh great.

heard that there's 3 loses...stock take not long only leh... all missing i scared sia... sry ana.

Transfer list is out... all still stay...
SHOCKED THAT KIT STILL STAYS...
WZ' still the best... the place is such a heaven... with Zul n xue jun...
no worries... lols... but sian la... that NAD came to taka mens...
as in transfer...aww... another boutique staff... one by one all kana shot by them... transfering all here n there thinking that we're the ball...
like HELLO... we're humans have feelings leh... feel pain de lo...

Went out w ying ying, melody,ws n zhe...
watched IRON MAN after wrk...
siting at the first 2 rows..
sitting posture was damn UNGLAM...haha... for 2 whole hrs same poosition... aching everywhere... lols... almost feel asleep too...
not that the show were'nt nice but that we all so tired...after wrk...
sitting in own comfortable position... nice aircon... confirm Zzzzz de la..

ytd celebrate mothers day at my aunts hse...
miss my cousins... long timme nv see...
normally talk less with them... but donnoe why talk alot ytd...
bonding was high up... even called one another to chat...
hmmm this feeling n bond is finally back... m happy abt it...
ytd all was abit tipsy too... drank some ice white wine...
u all shld try...
FONTANA FREDDA
MOSCATO D'ASTI
LE FRONDE

this is the name of the italian whine... more to champnge n white wine...
is sweet n nice..act jus a bottle... this is the full name.. u all shld try... ahhah.. feel in love... gonna drink them all the way

talk n drink with my cousins... den slp late... worked morning.. aww so buang n now slping time!!!

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Cheryl(:
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Seeking for Jobs available
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Wondering ard looking for miracles

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Get out of the evil place
looking for new jobs available
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new handphone

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