-Tuesday, February 5, 2008-9:42:00 PM Y
hmmm... sad sad really sad
ytd after sch
went to Hougang Mall to develop pics for PK
den i went to orchard and meet WS for the gift thing for DEH (PK)
pass by levis but din wan to look in scared pple notice me ma
den Pk tapped me on the shoulder
he jus came out frm the washroom
we like say hi
but can see our eyes like sad and don wish to elaborate more
so we jus said hi and walked away
was wondering ard waiting for Ws to have her break
end up i eat wit WS n KIT when is their break time...
we went to some hongkong restaurant or smth beside AJISEN
the food taste normal la and is damn ex...
while waiting for food to be served,
Kit wrote on the scrap book that we are gg to gif for Yew for his farewell gift..
it was Damn funny... kit always forget to write things and all write wrongly... LIKE WRONGLY...
and she's super engross and eager in writing her msg to Yew ...
Ws n i laugh all our way through...
went to departmental store after that to buy Kit's silky and Lacey undergarments... haha
super lame..
den think of wat present buy for PK...
was headache thinking of that... went to diff shops leg pain sia...
so decided to stop at some place to sit...
PY and Linda wanna meet me again so i stay longer wait for them...
while waiting i do up PK's photo album that we give him as a present while doing them up and looking at the pcis i feel like crying...
that feeling is really cannot put into words
eyes red but din cry la
tears nv roll down... like sian rite
den mins ltr PY and Linda and Stephine came to Mos to find me... cos i sit there ma..
den they tell me LINDA cry... like OMG... poor thing...
seriously i feel like crying... but i jus hold back la..
can't bare but what to do...
see more of these type in levis alr immune le..
previously was like cry all out..
now learn how to let go n hold tears back...
we must learn how to grow...
sighs... den went home cos couldn't find anything...
whole journey back was feeling heavy... for donnoe what but jus feel this way...
went home i watch tv n play com games..
den ltr i msg PK...
he msg me back which makes me cry...
super touching la.. as he always say that same thing to me
sighs...
he's gone...
this morning... WS came to my hse n do Yew's scrapbook...
i see the pics and write the msg for him i feel much like crying but i didn't
i donnoe why like that la...
jus can't feel good lo...
sian tmr is the DOOM day and sad Day too...
DOOM= gg to be super busy wit all the barang barang pple and the MONKEYS
SAD= YEW AND VANESSA last day... sian sian sian
N tell u smth
I HAVEN GET VANESSA PRESENT....
???? HOW>?
-_-"