-Monday, January 21, 2008-10:46:00 PM Y
hmmm...
sighs today totally reflect alot..
on the journey home, i day dream.. thinking of mani things
sometimes jus think that things jus shouldn't turn out this way...
didn't want that to happen but cannot...
Have personal issue again la...
thats why emo everytime in sch nv talk...tired n nv in the mood to speak up.. MOOODY i must say..... m sometimes really think of jus end it n nth else...
is really making me tired n cannot breathe alr lo...
no time for myself...
all i noe is to earn $$ issit true??... knowing the difficulties that i need to u'll understand. who would wan to choose a path to tire themselves! NOBODY... living that kind of life really sucks.. m being put through diff situations...
i admit my own time management is rather LOUSY... i wan to change.......
as the days goes by... is like the older u're the faster time flies.. but i don feel old though..
nv in my life i felt this way...
many challenges and problems faced... m looking for someone to depend on and trust!
sometimes m jus as not as strong as what u see..
need a shoulder to lean on and cry on... a listening ear to hear me out when there's a need...
sometimes i run away frm problems...... but the truth is..., it's nv solved!
Feeling emo, keeping all to myself is hard... wan to jus let out ... pls burst me like a BALLOoN.. m in such a pain...
sometimes do let out abit when i'm on bed at nite...prob thats the way to relief stress ba... JUS hope that there'll be a better change...
NOTHING ELSE BUT help...
SCREAMS.........