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-Sunday, December 30, 2007-11:15:00 PM Y

oh wells oh wells... literally counting down... abt another 24 hrs i think... brand new year...


MAY ALL BE BLESS WIT HEALTHY MIND AND GOOD HEALTH....


NO MORE WORRIES N PAIN!!!!




hahah.. may it come true..


i'll be a good girl...




hmmm reflecting abt wat i've done this yr...


Basically


1)no leisure for myself...


= no rest at all


2)wrk till all day all night


3) have record of not sleeping more than 20 hrs per wk


4) short of cash so wan to earn more


5)worried abt studies suddenly...


6)stress over mani personal matters


7)disputes among many of them


8)laugh a little lesser than b4


9)mani friends leaving.... aww.. lost contact!!


10) $$$ or studies impt?!




haha... act mani more to think of n mani more to say... jus couldn't.. yupps thats what i would say....


of alll i c the truth of all i c the faces... nth seems to be in place.. nth seems to be gg on smoothly. Have been wondering and pondering on some things that i wanted to have or solve.. but TIME jus stop me.... i wish such things will not bring much of a burdern.... feeling the pain is not wat i wanted.. have felt that very much recently... I can feel n I can tell... jus NO COURAGE to actually probably face it.... TRUTH is to be revealed... the DAY WILL SOON COME TO AN END! of all i could say is think brightly!!! THATS IT!!!




Fulfilling the wish i wan is mani of the wishes... pls grant them to me... i BEG!hahah...


feeling a little sick n tired of life sometimes... n even bury myself under blanket to act let out all i wan.... was hurting but its .... sighs




Of all i could think of is nth! want to jus feel carefree n blank....




ALia is gonna quit n so is mani of the others i heard! miss them... all the fun. my buddies for long. feel like quiting but i've got no $$ to support myself. really wish to end but just couldn't find a higher pay ones... recently tight in hand ba....


VEON is leaving ... 31st would the last day! LAST DAY!... ba lia... u'll be missed!!! as u said mani times... "now is the only few days i can make u all laugh n rmb me so do cherish".... indeed i'll not even imagine where life is w/o u in the shop esp after the peak season.... SO BORING!!! pls do COME VISIT n SMS ok... i only pay 15 cents per SMS nia... CHEAP!!!CHEAP!hahah... i wan STEAMBOAT tgt too... will meet again not to worry.know that u've got exams soon n so do i... SO LETS ALL JIA YOU!!!can do it de for goodness sake! use the technology to SAY HI ok?!




faints faints... wat m i gonna do wit a brand new yr... hope all so cool cool... so nicely planned...!




ENJOY PEEPS N HAVE A GREAT NEW YR AHEAD! GOOD LUCK TO ALL ALL N ALL!! :D

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--12:41:00 AM Y

NUTS... INSANE... PAIN!!! oh CRAPpp ~~~~

its madness i must say... mani mani things to say...

24 dec
went to buy gifts for mum... expensive... half pay gone!!!!GONE!!!
its a total pain. m like canned sardines... screaming for help but no one give a dam... like in my heart was screaming la but like for GOODNESS SAKE...mani think u siao... orchard was indeed crowded so is takashimaya... mani crowd came in like typhoon.... went out like ants... den typhoon den ants... sales very super duper bad... wasn't in gd mood as was being ticked by customers... like HALLO... SO MESSY HOW TO FIND...?! someone literally ask me that.i ans i will fold n help u find... clear the mess... the way that idoit say like i mess up all things... den NVM one still ask me why NO BIG SIZE... i say SOLD ALR LA... how i noe sia...den close shop alr step out of taka... i FREAKED OUT... BIG HUGE CROWD... stuck at the same position for mins before u can start moving a little forward... struggling with the pushing n squeezing for ard 45 min before we can JUS PASS THE TAKA BUILDING... NOT YET WISMA!was being spray with al nonsense... SIA LA... stop spraying... so irritating... diff pple spray u nv mind... the same old guy follow the crowd n spray all towards ny direction... THANKS DUDE!reached home near one... bathe n couldn't slp...

25 dec
back ache... sales was better talk like mad... NO ONE BOTHER!!!! i hurt myself abit n had blue blacks... OUCH... den i keep complaining... before work went to get gifts for the 2 DUDES... spend me hell lots of $$... another portion gone...

26 dec
stocks came... don gif a damn... as usual mani mani came. new partimer.. malay came.. diana.... she okay la... heard she's 21 n frm topman... was the incharge there... like wow proud of her teach her alot abt the products... have fun talking with her

27 dec
... hectic day.. all ache n nv slp well thanks to the dudes to fix all puzzles... eye blind... pain.. all i do one ookies. i think but WS N LINDA GOT HELP LA... hor WS?!leg cramp

28 dec
no stock but mani pple... busy but yet not so busy... crazy yet not so crazy... was a little bored as shop no body... couldn't stand long as still ache...all pain n YAWNS... OH DIANA MIA... BYE~~~

29dec...
which is TODAY... old hag came... bitch... say wan to appear at 10 den appear at 4... she in wrong world issit... timing salah wan lo.... tot at where... america or smth like that uh... she nag whole day whole nite... makes me don gif a damn.... greet pple... tired den i shut up... see that bitch den pretend ACTION ACTIOn.... c her order KIT , WS n DARREN i sian....
tell darren n pk n wah yew don do stock serve,... they did. den tell darrren don fold n pack the mess she;ll handle do sales... but in THE END... FOLD N ASK WS PUT BACK! nxt kit fold another mess... she go n tell KIT DO SALES... she'll FOLD N KEEP.. end up left jeans not placed properly in shelvings... lying all ard... sucker!!!! think she big say wat must listen... ask me do this n that.... GET LOST


thinking back sian... another day gone.. all aching now... sleepless nites, do projects... everywhere still PAIN

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-Saturday, December 22, 2007-1:24:00 AM Y

uh huh yeah yaeh its BORING i noe ITS BORING... its been days since i blogged cos me no time... wrking all day long i must admit. m really totally worn out alr. hmm wed was finally my off day so i went out wit my colleage to catch a movie!was her day so yuppss all happy n laughing happily all the way all went nuts... den when i reach hm...

my malaysian colleage msg me! i freaked out! VEON msg me like no start wit +60 can... i was super shocked.. his grammer was all suck when typing to me n all i could do was to laugh all the way.. he's really fummy n cute as he wanna iMPROVE his grammer like donnoe wat SHE are a girl? whahaha wat nonsense.... oookies ookies. act was asking VEON out that nite to chill but den again he's singapore no was like gone case due to phone spoilt thus he msg me at 9 plus when he reached his HOMETOWN JB... i really totally freaked ot n blah blah asked hime wy so late reply n wat not he told me got 18 cartons came in! in the afternoon.. all busy serving, doing sales, only our SHI FU wah yew the aka sercurity guard n the IRVIN do the stocks like CHIONG ALL THE WAY... no serving nth...jus do all the way.. jus cannot imagine the 18 cartons came n they finish till evening... thats SWIFT... wit all the mess n wat not... DEN DEN veon told me at abt 8.... 17 cartons came in like WOW! wats wit all the stocks no one order n warehse pump in to us.... NOO SPACE... den nvm that wasn't all tht a***l**e was down n created a whole mess causing our SHI FU wah yew fume like mad... more help more problems created frm a***l**e! wahahaha... all did stocks till 1130 i heard den went hm alr... to prepare the nxt days wrk

therefore ytd on the 20th a PH i must say.. heard feedbacks frm the pple on shift on 19th where all busy serving but no one buys... ALL CREATE MESS ONLY sia... sighs. sian. was suppose to be a afternoon shift but was asked by my supervisor to be early to do up the 17 carons of stocks... as usual many came in to mess ard n wasn't keen of buying jus try for the sake of spend time... n as the time flies.. everyone is exhausted so is our dear ah pek PK doing stocks n the funny darren.... so was i chiong all the way. DEN WAS BEING ASKED TO incharge WAGONS! WAGON MANAGER u noe... all the stocks came in were for WAGONS i fraked out which is like ard25 cartons or so sia... KIlLLER! all stayed back till late to do the stocks to prepare for the nxt day sales n team work was FINNALLY showcase.. all willing to help one another which i like! i was like hell lot crazy angry wit some irritating customers n "pple" haha all can c my black face... tired full shift.. slept less than 5 hrs den.......

today FULL AGAIN... BLOODY FULL... eyes n mind was not in gd condition and all was so offside.. pple in the morning like irvin, wan xin, jessie n i was busy doing our own things n hardly talk... all still in the dreamy mode... until when PY comes... den started talk again.. until ard 2 fill moody n giddy n sleepy n tired n irrtated by all mess n all... headache... our dear irvin was not in gd health as well vomit! he admit he's PREGNANT! AWWW... feel sad for him... have to jobs to handle tgt... less than 5 hrs slp per day how can tar han.. alll suddenly so sick n tired... n irvin sick makes pple feel con=cern n worried abt him sia. WX told me mani things she noe abt irvin n share wit me.. having the same pt of view i shared mine abt others as well.... both of us start talking den feel like crying like that... AWWW sad really sad... nv felt like that... thinking back... mani pple i met hardly makes me feel this way like as a friend have to do smth... not jus him alone but there's still some to go. LIKE SIAN... one day shall get to talk more n share... it'll make one feel better.sometimes jus don understand smth...........

sighs~~

1 more wk of horror to go~
1 more wk till my bill come n c how much charge to VEON!
GONE GOne gone~~~~!

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-Tuesday, December 11, 2007-9:52:00 PM Y

ookies... today m jus screwed! n by WHO?
ASK it YOURSELF! its u ruin my mood these days! trying to be nice recently but i guess we jus could not be friends anymore... u've been accusing me n demanding me ordering me to do things
I'm SORRY i choose to rebel! its like really wat, problem does not lie on me. others still think the same way as me. u think your friends like u? NO LO they act suck up to u... wat to do u're like our HEAD that we look up to... always in a same grp... but i jus could not help it but to SAY u SUCK. really... NO other incharge has been saying that to me only u... n wat ? u wanna GIF we warning letter! thats it man.... i don wish to wrk ALREADY! but lucky thing it was my last day wit u on sun... if not confirm u'll be gone! SERIOUSLY... does the post mean so much to u that u have to be the GREAT the GREATEST? i'm just wondering..... DON LET ANYONE DESPICE U n stop bothering me jus because u're too dependent on me!

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-Monday, December 10, 2007-10:53:00 PM Y

hmmm... I"M FAMOUS FOR 1 THING... being a BALL and somebody that i hate to be. Frankly speakin all the torture is gone, having peace of mine... peeps u'll be miss. its been deep painful to leave u all the fruit baskets peeps! i love FRUITS...

oh wells other than those busi-ness many things has indeed happen personal thing esp during the week ends n i don wish to say much jus that do bare in mind... wat ever you say pls watch out and bare in mind... don go round spreading... hate that kind of life n DON use WORDS to pressure me! i HATE IT ALRIGHT nv in my life i feel so insulted by wat u say that day i really bare grudges... don like me jus say. i like pple thats straight forward n frank not COWARD SUCK UP n wat not... PLS do show others respect... not only do i have disputes between u but there;s mani. pls learn those lesson n never do that again or all friends will be ya ENEMIES m so sure abt that. not to say but wat ever u say hurts me really... U'RE not capabel in doing so n NEVER will u suceed.... SUCKERS is not gg to do good in yrs to come I guranteed that.... was very angry n shouted at u but u jus take it as though joking. m serious with this matter. if i ever c u again n u c me u'll pay the price n DON U DARE HURT ME AGAIN... had enouogh.

PAin~`

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-Monday, December 3, 2007-12:39:00 PM Y

hmmm.. its been a really long time since i get online and i a long time
super super long time! life sucks as usual... m being throw away to other place, its as if a cHALET ove there. wasn't enjoying myself and was wondering as well over there why many things start falling onto me. couldn't get my way through to get the freshest air i'm hoping to get! seriously... m neglected! thats what i feel, being stranded to a new place.

ISSIT true that when u're away frm somebody or some place u'll be neglected and ignored?
like will anyone noe that you really exsist... sian... tried my best to get out of stressful life and wan to chill with you guys but jus couldn't make it. wan to stop this nonsense... getting some chances to meet up with you guys but couldn't! whats more! called and don seem to get a reply... nv at all nv.... SAD... wells...........

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